Materials sourcing: plaster cast of my body and face, IV tube from my fourth attempt at egg retrieval, epson salts not used in my stress reduction baths, sonogram photos measuring my follicles during monitoring appointments, mirror from my old housemate Ash’s room that they gave me when they moved out to live with their pregnant partner (Zo went through two successful rounds of egg retrieval and got pregnant during this same time period), beads from Valley Thrift in White Oak, rose quartz beads bought at an estate sale on East Capitol Street 2022, mati beads brought back from greece in 2023, vile of menopur that I accidentally didn’t inject, dinosaur toy from family dollar, cotton balls and swabs from monitoring appointments, q-cap wrappers, acupuncture needles, folliston needles, menopure needles, ribbon from Value Village on Georgia Avenue, NW, broken reflector found on the street in Tenlytown outside of my acupuncturists office.